I want to be rich (very special contest 2day!)
April 20, 2010 | Faith: Knowing Christ
I want to be rich.
Funny, because I’m a girl who isn’t in to things. I will never own a Lexus. I don’t want a showpiece house. I don’t collect things, and I don’t want to clutter my home with stuff.
The riches I want have nothing to do with money. Instead, I want to be overflowing in faith. To believe that God is who He says He is, and to view life through a lens of possibilities.
Paul wrote this from prison, a very dark place. But he wrote it as a man of great wealth:
This is the Good News I preach. And because I preach this Good News, I am suffering and have been chained like a criminal. But the word of God cannot be chained.
I am willing to endure anything if it will bring salvation and eternal glory in Christ Jesus to those God has chosen.
This is a true saying: If we die with him, we will also live with him.
If we endure hardship, we will reign with him. If we deny him, he will deny us. If we are unfaithful, he remains faithful, for he cannot deny himself. 2 Timothy 2:8b-13 (New Living)
I know what poverty is. I’ve traveled around the world and seen hunger and lack.
But I’ve also seen poverty of spirit. Seeing life through a dark lens — Suz, God doesn’t see me. He doesn’t hear me. Why would God reach out to me? Falling into habit or tradition. Discounting what God can do, or who He is. Pushing Him into a small box of church attendance or a way to keep on the straight and narrow.
I’ve seen it, and I’ve experienced it personally.
What might happen if we (I) grasped the immense economy of God? There is no lack of Jesus. There is no lack of love. There is no lack of what God can do when we become aware of who and why we call ourselves believers.
Our circumstances, other people, our past failures, our striving, our feelings — none of those discount the depths of what God offers.
Take it. Let’s reach out today together and receive that gift of faith, daring to believe…
Please forgive me, ladies. I’ve been out of town working with the Christian Writers Guild (I’m a mentor) and came back only to realize it’s blog tour day! I will absolutely forward your comments on to P31.
What was my first impression of She Speaks? It rocked my world. It was an answer to prayer. I didn’t want to be just a speaker. I wanted, as a communicator, to share the message of faith in Jesus that transformed my life from that of an abused, broken girl to a strong, confident, whole woman who knew she was loved by God.
I was already speaking, and actually came to She Speaks because I needed the “iron sharpening iron” aspect of ministry. I found that, but so much more. I found a group of women who truly love each other, who are not in competition or comparison, but who are listening and praying and growing together for one common goal.
As a P31 speaker, I have not only joined this amazing team of women, but I’ve met you. I get to share your dreams, to hear what God is sharing with you, to pray with you, and to come alongside some of you as you take huge steps of faith.
Here is the scoop on the contest:
1. The other scholarships have been for writers, so this one is for a woman who feels called to speak, so be sure to let us know what this scholarship would mean to you to fulfill that calling.
2. We’d like to give this scholarship to someone who has not attended She Speaks before since two of the others went to graduates.
3. If you’d like to win, or try to win this for someone else, please leave a comment below sharing why you’d like to win by clicking on the word “comments.” Simply type in the white box. If you don’t have a blog, click anonymous. But be sure to include your name and email so we can contact you if you win.
4. Visit as many blogs as you can ( listed in sidebar) and leave a comment (it can be the same comment) to increase your chances! We’ll compile the comments left on our blogs through Friday at midnight and send them to our home office where a random drawing will be done this weekend. The winner will be announced on Monday on the P31 homepage.
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Praise YOU Jesus. I reach out today, together with Suzie, and receive Your gift of faith, and dare to believe…
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April 20th, 2010 at 1:44 pmThank you, Suzie. I am absorbing anything faith-builing related because it seems to be the next area of my walk God is working on. It has been so easy to rely on my own self-sufficiency up to this point, to not ask God for too much out of fear of not being answered (which would to me equate to being ignored, therefore unloved). But I am at a crossroads where I find myself really examining if I will press forward and believe, finally, in the greatness of my God when it is all I can do or if I will give up as I normally do, satisfying myself with the pat explanation that it “must not have been God’s will.”
“I do believe. Help me overcome my unbelief.” Mark 9:24 NIV
April 20th, 2010 at 2:33 pmI felt called to teach women since a very powerful experience in 1998- a true Holy Spirit encounter. Since then, I’ve had many opportunities, small and large, to teach my sisters and even have had a few small speaking engagements. I want nothing more than to know how to do a better job, so that I can do a better job of getting out of the way and letting God do His thing in me! I feel that She Speaks would do that for me!
Heatherly
April 21st, 2010 at 8:59 amOur seasons of life give us stories to tell. Right now, my season of life is about my two girls who have just started dating in their 20′s. Yes, watching and discerning when to talk and when not to speak up is what my husband I are tackling right now. Having gone through “life” a little, I would love to be able to speak out and declare what God has been doing in my life. I would welcome an opportunity and a scholarship to She Speaks. I hope you will consider me. Thanks Beth b.voss@fumc-clermont.org
April 21st, 2010 at 9:20 amI’m not sure what the specifics are, but I know God is.
I’m not sure where the destination is, but I know He is.
All that I’m sure of is that He is moving in me, working in me, preparing me, and beginning to open doors that are beckoning me to enter. It’s due to those recognitions that I am stepping out, beyond my fears and entering this giveaway.
Lord, if it is in Your will for me to attend She Speaks, I pray for the door to be opened and for the courage to leap through with abundant faith. I pray for each woman entering, that You will clearly manifest Your way and Your will for their lives. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
April 21st, 2010 at 10:52 amOn July 20th, 2006, the Lord led me into a wilderness of brokenness I’ve never known before. Everything I held dear, He gently and very quickly stripped away-my calling, my home, my church, my friends, my comfort zone. God brought me to a new arena that was very frightening to me. Being the ultimate Girl Scout, I always prided myself in knowing what was going to happen next. I was serving the Lord but with a prideful resistance. I could have never foretold the pain I learned in this desert wilderness. I was so completely broken and stripped bare of any resemblance of self.
Pun intended! May God bless you richly as we serve hand in hand with teaching and equipping all women to walk in love, to stand on His powerful truths, and to fulfill our specific purpose. Much love and many hugs
As God ordained each aspect of how the brokenness came forth, I heard His gentle voice speak, “I am going to use your mouth to encourage women. I am going to publish things through you. Where you are is not where you are going and I am getting ready to accelerate things”. I sure wish I could say I believed Him. In the pain and the countless tears of grieving over the life I thought was mine, I was very angry with the Lord and verged on much disrespect toward our Heavenly Father. I tried to bargain with Him that I would do anything, absolutely anything if he would just give me my old life back. I yearned for the familiar for what I thought I needed and even though my calling was crystal clear, I seemed to be paralyzed by fear. Many questions stirred in my mind…How Lord? How are you going to accomplish this calling?
Being completely and utterly honest, at that time, I didn’t even like women. In my past, I have been on the receiving end of spitefulness which included haughtiness, jealously, and fakeness to say the least. Why would you call me away from my love of being a Children’sMinister to encourage women? But Praise God, His ways are always higher than my ways.
These last four years since my calling was revealed, I have experienced God in the most phenomenal ways. I have been an eyewitness to his grace as He is opening door after door to speak, to encourage, and to minister to all women who steal my heart. He alone, spoke Isaiah 61, “you are a planting of the Lord to display my splendor”. And from this verse, my speaking ministry, Unveiling His Splendor, has been launched as I am daily watching God open doors that no man could open. God has supernaturally used many people to bring me to a platform where I can boldly proclaim His truth, His love, and His grace. I no longer expect an ounce of self to bring forth the perfect will of the Lord.
I eagerly await each new door that presents itself and consider it a privilege and an honor to stand on this platform hand in hand with every woman I encounter. With each new speaking event, He is daily teaching me to lean more on the Holy Spirit and less on myself. In the movie Spiderman, Peter Parker’s uncle states “with great power comes great responsibility.” I feel that way about my speaking ministry. I received power when the Holy Spirit came upon me and God has handpicked me for some unknown reason with this precious calling to love on women.
I would consider it a special honor, another open door, if the Lord allowed me to attend this years’ conference. Being a military wife to a husband who deploys six months out of every year, I have learned to not only rely on God’s solid word, but to also trust in His timing. I have dreamed of coming to the conference for three years now but to no avail. I know and trust He will perfect those things which concern me and He will keep me in perfect peace as long as I am focused on Him.
I would humbly accept the scholarship and would be thrilled to attend. I know I would glean much information as I come under the authority of the P31 Ministry Team and as a result, would enhance my skills and strengthen my serve
Unveiling His Splendor,
April 21st, 2010 at 12:25 pmAshley Cloninger
cloninge@bellsouth.net
(H) 843-871-9765
(C) 704-408-7340
My roommate went to She Speaks last year. We were not roommates when she signed up for the conference, but by the time it rolled around I was super jealous I wasn’t going too. She was a little timid at first, but it totally changed her and gave her a boldness I hadn’t seen in her before. So, this whole year, I’ve been wondering how I could find a way to go myself.
April 21st, 2010 at 12:30 pmI don’t have the money…like a lot of people these days. I do have a heart for women. I’m developing a love for writing that I don’t understand. I have always been a bit of a performer so I’m comfortable speaking/talking with people, but I have no training in either. I’m not sure where God is directing me, but I know I need some honing in both these areas to get there.
Lots of potential…needing some direction.
~Laura
laurarmullen.wordpress.com
I have heard of “She Speaks” conference only from Proverbs 31 ministries.
I looked up the information on the web and became very interested very quickly.
When I was a young woman (teenage years) I had a woman minister speak into my life and tell me that I was someday going to tell the world my story, being young and naïve and I had a “Whatever “ attitude and went about my business.
Here it is 15 years later and I remember that day like it was yesterday, because through all the pain and suffering in my life I have recently (2 years) have finally decided to do it God’s way. God has put a book in my heart to write entitled “I’m Nobody’s Secret” It is the story of my life and how God has stamped those very words on my heart and through lots of prayer and counseling I am realizing how valuable my life is to Him.
I have looked at different resources to help me in accomplishing this God dream and because of limited money on my part I know that anywhere I go will only be by His command. Thank you for the opportunity to share. Maria Olvera – Lomeli
April 21st, 2010 at 1:12 pmI have been involved for many years in my local church teaching Sunday School and Girls Club. I have to say that Girls Club ministry is very special to me. About two years ago I began to feel a need for teaching on a deeper level to teenagers and new converts about really connecting with God and developing a personal relationship with Him. I am passionate about teaching Girls Club and working with teenage girls especially because I remember well my teenage years. I remember the life I led and the way I acted, the things I did, and most of all the mistakes that I made. I also remember that, even though I had Christian friends, I never felt compelled to change my ways. I never saw Christians that made me want a relationship with Jesus. I have a passion to see teenagers (and that includes my own three kids, who are not quite at their teenage years yet, but it’s not too young to begin) develop a personal relationship with God. I want to see them realize the potential and plan that He has in their lives. I wish that I had realized and developed my own personal relationship with God much earlier. I began working with some outreach ministry two years ago as well. My husband felt a call to begin driving our church van and he started picking up kids around the area of our church. I enjoyed getting to know the kids and working with them, they were special to me. The first “big” project was an Angel Tree in my local church. It was during this time that I first went out into people’s homes and met them. It really increased my desire to see mom’s and dad’s begin to come to church and get saved. God really changed my heart and how I felt about others, and how I felt about myself and what He had blessed me with, when I went into other people’s homes and saw how they lived and the situations and problems they dealt with on a daily basis. It is a humbling experience to see living conditions, trials, and problems that people and children are faced with on a day to day basis. I feel that new convert teaching is important, because so many times people get saved, but don’t know what to do next. Or, they would like to get saved, but have not been raised in church or even hardly attended church and they just need help in understanding God and His Word. I feel a special desire and need to teach new converts and teenagers about developing their relationship with God. In developing “daily walk” habits of reading their Bible, praying, studying, and living their Christian life. I would like to teach Bible studies. I don’t know where to start. You would think a person that is involved in teaching in Sunday School, teaching Girls Club, and in working with young people would know where to start, but I don’t. I have been praying, reading, studying, writing, journaling… doing all the things I feel necessary to move forward, but my feet seem stuck. The women of Proverbs 31 are an amazing and inspiring group, and I feel that attending the She Speaks conference would answer questions I have about moving forward and following this calling I feel in my life.
Rebekah Lilly
April 21st, 2010 at 1:16 pmrebekahlilly@suddenlink.net
I have had a part time ladies’ ministry for about 7 years. However, about 21 months ago, right when it SEEMED the Lord was leading me into a more full-time speaking ministry it virtually became non-existent. Not through any wrong doing of my own, but through some pretty tough circumstances that instead, had me sitting at His feet and simply being still as He worked on transforming me in ways I could never have imagined (which He is continuing to do). Not to say that every day was spent “being still” because I had many days of doubt, questions and wrestling matches. The reality is, God WAS leading me into more of a full-time capacity, except it was God’s plan to first take me through the fire … “But He knows the way that I take; When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold!” [exclamation point mine] Job 23:10.
God already knows which precious ladies will be the recipients of the She Speaks scholarship. I’m simply excited for the opportunity to throw my name into the hat and will be thrilled for whomever is selected.
Shelly Brown
April 21st, 2010 at 1:35 pmhttp://www.shellybrown.com
shelly@shellybrown.com
It was so nice to meet you recently, on Twitter and at Hearts at Home. I am excited about the scholarship opportunity offered today and hope to see you again this summer!
For years, God has nudged me to attend She Speaks. For many reasons, I have been unable to go. As my speaking opportunities have grown and my ministry increased, I know that this year, I need to be there.
I have been speaking for 6 years and am grateful to do something I feel so passionately about. It is a blessing to be able to encourage women to live their lives intentionally. Over the years, I have worked to expand this ministry but am now at the point where I need additional help. The sectionals offered at She Speaks teach the very things I need to learn to do. In addition to this, I have begun to write and am interested in learning more about publishing so that I can find new ways to encourage and empower women. Every part of this conference speaks exactly to where I am right now in my work for the Kingdom!
This scholarship means so much to me and to our family. Finding a way to afford the conference has been difficult for us. I know, however, that God will not be contained by the constraints of our economy. He is so much bigger than that! I trust Him fully to help me find a way to attend She Speaks this summer and am so grateful for yet another opportunity for a scholarship.
Thank you so much!
April 21st, 2010 at 1:45 pmI have wanted to attend a She Speaks conf. for two years, but haven’t been able to do so. I have felt a calling to speak to women and ten girls for nearly two years. I have been a youth leader and got to teach many that way. I am now in a new phase of life and feel an even stronger calling to reach out to women and teen girls and just have not been able to figure out how. Getting this would be an answer to prayer of how I am to start and continue in God’s will.
April 21st, 2010 at 1:54 pmThank you,
Tara DeMaris
lasting_memories_tara@yahoo.com
Hi Suzie,
I loved your post. Our “richness” is not normally found in our depths of our pocketbooks, but rather the depths of our faith. I think I’m going to have to “borrow” your statement, “There is no lack of what God can do when we become aware of who and why we call ourselves believers.” (With your permission and credit, of course!)
I also stopped in because I’m part of the throng of women hoping for a scholarship to “She Speaks” and I’m truly inspired by Cec Murphey’s generosity! Almost every time I see the opportunity for scholarships to “She Speaks” and to other conferences, they come attached with Cec’s name as the benefactor. So thank you, Cec and thank you Proverbs 31 women for offering yet another opportunity for a chance to go to this wonderful conference.
As a speaker of over 20 years and a newbie to the world of writing and publishing, I find that the simplest way to express why I want to attend “She Speaks” is because I feel as though I’m supposed to be there and I know that unless the Lord provides financially for me to go, it’s just not in our financial cards this year.
Not only do I sense that I’m supposed to be there, but also that I “need” to be there, as well. I can’t explain it. But I’m truly looking forward to how the Lord will use my time at “She Speaks” to change me, to develop me, and to give me the opportunity to do one of my favorite things…spend time with like-minded women who long to make a difference for the glory of God.
Thanks again for this opportunity!
Eternally His,
April 21st, 2010 at 2:32 pmStephanie Shott
Phil 3:7-14
dshott1@msn.com
I have been a single mom for almost 3 years. The night I discoverd my husband’s extra marital activities was a turning point for me wherein I finally saw Jesus as my only true security. I had always looked to my dad (who had passed away 6 months prior) or my husband. The relationship I have now with Christ is exceedingly and abundantly beyond anything I could have possibly imagined I could ever have. God has very recently called me to become a Personal Guidance Minister for Scope Ministries and I begin training for this in May. I am so excited about sharing my experiences and the love of Christ with other single mothers that I cannot right now keep up with my fingers as I type! I think that I am much more comfortable with speaking than I am with writing and I have never been to a “She Speaks” conference! This would be an amazing experience for me, especially right now during the dawning of my calling! Thanks for providing the possibility of being blessed with a scholarship to this event! I don’t think I will be able to attend without such a blessing this year, but maybe someday soon!
Melanie Broadway
April 21st, 2010 at 2:44 pmmelanie.71@hotmail.com
When I first got the desire to speak publically, I read the book “The Reason We Speak” by Marybeth Walen. I have read it cover to cover and it is an excellent book! The entire time I was reading it I knew God was preparing me for a much larger journey in my life. Larger than anything I had done. God spoke to me to become a speaker and minister to women to serve the needs of the brokenhearted and to help others find the intimate relationship with God that I have found. Since that time I have a God-Given purpose in my life and a clear goal at which to aim.
I have never attended “She Speaks” nor have I ever had the funds to attend. My husband has been without a steady income since last May, so this will not be the year with a scholarship.
If I win, it would be life-changing and I know the knowledge I would gain would give me the wisdom and the faithful instruction to pursue this heart felt endeavor I so desire. If I don’t I’ll keep on blogging at “My Faithful Living” and will continue to minister the word of God. I want to be a spiritual leader but I am also a spiritual learner. He is in charge! I can only be a tool to accomplish His purpose for us here on earth.
April 21st, 2010 at 2:46 pmI would love to be able to attend She Speaks, but financially it has been a difficlut season. I pray God will bless the woman who is supposed to win this scholarship, but that He will enable all of us to continue to tell our stories.
I believe that we all have a story to tell. Our stories are all different, but I believe that God is truly the author of them all. My greatest desire is to use my story to show His glory in my life.
April 21st, 2010 at 3:28 pmI want to enable others to see the Hope that they can have as they trust Jesus on the journey.
I feel called to share that God absolutely can be trusted with our deepest desires! I want to do it through both speaking and writing. As you said, iron sharpens iron, so my desire is to attend the conference and learn all I can. Funds are tight (we are a family of five existing on what I can earn and my husband’s disability check) so a scholarship would be a true blessing.
April 21st, 2010 at 3:52 pmFive years ago my husband closed his business and went to grad school full time. He is seeking elusive employment as a scientist; we have journeyed from riches to rags–from Fiji to the Food Bank. Suzanne, I can tell you that as a woman who’s cruised the Caribbean and worn jewels purchased with pocket change–but now lives on faith and venison–I am the poorest, yet happiest I have ever been. The true riches are to be found in Jesus Christ and I will tell the world of such treasures as long as I live–for richer or for poorer!
April 21st, 2010 at 3:55 pmFabulous opportunity for the scholarship! I am throwing my name into the hat! Thanks Suzie!
P.S. I talked to LeAnn W. the other day on the phone and she raved about you. Sorry I missed meeting you at ICRS! She says hello!
All for Him!
April 21st, 2010 at 3:57 pmI am entering for this chance for a scholarship because I cannot attend otherwise. I would love the opportunity to learn more and gain tools to be a better speaker. I do feel God’s calling on my life and want to continue to step out in the chance that this is the opportunity he is opening the door to. I know that God already knows the winner. If I were to win I would know that this is the time. All things are in His timing.
April 21st, 2010 at 4:01 pmSuzie
April 21st, 2010 at 4:20 pmYour story and mine could be the same. I grew up in a rotten situation with an abusive mom. Not until I was a teenager did I know of the unconditional love that God felt for me.
I grew up and married a PK who then surrendered his life to full time ministry at 28. We took off for seminary with our 3 babies in tow and never looked back.
My heart has been burdened for women/girls. I’ve seen much of the same stuff you mentioned. Hurting, lost and beaten down women that feel they have no hope. I want to be instrumental in helping them to see their value in Christ.
For the last 14 years my friends and family have encouraged me to SPEAK! I’ve taught women and lead at women’s retreats…but I know, I need something more.
She Speaks is a dream conference for me. I feel a bit scared to step up and ask to go….but I know that if God wants me there, it’s a done deal!
I love your ministry and pray for you!
You’ve ministered to me….so many times!
I just love you! Someday, I hope to meet you and give you a big hug!
Well, somehow I misunderstood this post originally and missed the contest portion. Well, here’s my post for the contest:
I am feeling the tug of God on my heart to go into a speaking ministry. I am like Moses was when God told him to go speak to the people and Moses didn’t feel he was worthy or able to do so. God is not letting me use that excuse. I feel convicted to do to this.
I believe my life experiences could reach many hurting women.
April 21st, 2010 at 5:13 pmI feel the call to go to this conference. There has been something inside of me for quite some time to do something with my gifts, and I think this would be the perfect spot for them! Bless you for your words of encouragement and love.
April 21st, 2010 at 6:06 pmWhat would it mean to me to attend the She Speaks Conference? The sustaining of new life stirring. The continuation of a mysterious story God has been weaving in dark places. God used a brilliant study on the creative process to clarify my gifts and callings. Doubt has since crept in, telling me that the dreams he stirred in me were just lofty dandelion fluff. “He’s not THAT good. My gifts aren’t THAT valuable.”
If anyone believes in us to the death, it is our mothers. Today mine was fighting tenaciously for me while I dusted her with my doubts and unbelief like the heavy pollen raining down outside my window. Mom mused, “I held you on my lap in church when you were three, and I sensed that God had a special call on your life. My mother’s heart ached as I thought of the suffering it might involve and how it would take you far away.” I listened half-heartedly, pulling up the She Reads blog as I got ready to hang up the phone. Two powerful words arose from the screen. She Speaks. Tears ran at the sound of “my name”. Jesus made me to speak, to read, to write! Mystery still surrounds my story, but I need to tend it with my words, so that when it is full, I will be equipped to share it!
Noel
April 21st, 2010 at 6:20 pmnoelrfagan@aol.com
What a responsibility! What I first embraced as a passion to speak and write for my loving God, I now hold so very dear to my heart and I want to walk both faithfully and carefully down this path that God has made for me. I know God has called me to speak and write for Him and I taking each little baby step that I can with Him and embracing with this journey every open and closed door—trusting that God knows best and is leading the way.
April 21st, 2010 at 6:33 pmI have researched ways to sharpen and better equip myself and I have not found anything like “She Speaks.” I have been praying about attending the last couple of years and honestly, the funds are tight and I have not been able to fork the bill on top of the airfare. If I am chosen for this scholarship, I will know that God desires to use the women at the conference to inspire and equip me to serve for His kingdom. To God be the glory, amen.
Julie Lane
I want to attend the She Speaks conference so badly. This year I made my decision to listen to God and stop furthering my education to teach nursing so I could further my education by reading God’s Word and teaching it. What a ride it has been! I know He has great things in store for me and I feel that this conference will get me on my way to reach this journey He wants for me. Please consider me for this scholarship. My husband is not getting enough work even to pay the power bill let alone for me to come to the conference. I know God will provide and am praying that you will choose me for this wonderful opportunity. I had not heard of She Speaks conference until this year and when I felt God has called me to teach His Word to women again (which I did not 14 years and then stopped for 5 years)I felt like this was confirmation to get me on my journey that God has called me on with Him. Reading all these comments on all the blogs – wouldn’t it be wonderful if all of us could go and meet each other and with all of us being trained and starting to lead and teach women throughout the United States – there would be GREAT REVIVAL among women!! Wouldn’t that be awesome! I am so excited to be a part of all of this whether I am chosen or not to know that I am part of God’s chosen women is a great honor!
April 21st, 2010 at 6:52 pmI have been praying for an opportunity to attend a She Speaks conference! I would cherish the blessing of beinga ble to attend. It would be a timely affirmation for me!!
April 21st, 2010 at 6:55 pmI’ve been writing for almost exactly a year now on my blog http://www.afewminuteswithmichelle.com and speaking a bit here and there. I truly feel God’s calling to uplift and minister to women.
It has been a very difficult year for me and my family and I feel like the Lord has much to share through my adversity. I would be so grateful for the gift of a scholarship to attend.
Blessings! Michelle
have been a “closet writer,” so to speak, for the past twenty years. It was this past June, after facing unemployment for the first time since I was 15-years-old, that I attended my first ACW Conference. Though I still consider myself a beginning writer, I am making quick progress and currently write for five monthly online publications.(for free, of course) I also will have my first write-for-hire book published later this year for Atlantic Publishing. So, I am pleased with my progress with writing so far.
But it is time to go deeper. Think bigger. Take more chances. To get out of the boat and test the waters and see if Jesus will help me walk on them.
My goal is to share the true stories that can change lives. I long to be able to do this through face to face contact as well as through the written word. I consider this a weakness of mine, and would appreciate the opportunity to attend She Speaks so that I may strengthen my ministry. Though I have taught junior high girls classes at church for years, I am in no way polished or professional enough to do so in large groups without my voice quivering or fidgeting at the podium.
The testimonials that come from this conference prove that God is very much a part of the process, inspiring those who participate to go further than they ever dreamed possible.
Thank you for your consideration.
April 21st, 2010 at 8:12 pmI saw the information for this conference for the first time last year, I was pregnant at the time and my husband was home, knowing he would be deploying soon and I would have 2 children to find care for rather than one I really wished I could go then but there was no way we could afford it and nothing happened to make it possible. At the time I thought “maybe next year” but knowing I would have two children and a deployed husband I kind of pushed it from my mind and forgot about it until I started seeing blog posts about it this year. I didn’t really let myself get excited about it because I now have two children and a husband in Afghanistan so not only can we not afford it I would have to arrange for childcare (and it would be the first time I left my baby). Then I saw this contest. WOW, I actually teared up at the idea that it might be possible. If I’m supposed to go to this conference I KNOW God will provide the way, the money, the childcare etc. Perhaps this is how He will provide the money I don’t know. But I do know that if I win He will also provide arrangements for the children.
April 21st, 2010 at 8:25 pmWhat does it mean? What is my passion? Well, I’ve always LOVED both writing and speaking And I think I’m good at both honestly. I have done speaking/training in my job (secular) before and LOVE being in front of a room full of people. I currently need motivation and direction to get going in this area. I need practical tools to make my writing/speaking organized and meaningful. I love sharing information, I get all fuzzy inside when people ask me a question about anything that I have an answer for (seriously I get excited about diapers lol). I currently don’t have the confidence to write/speak about my faith, I’m afraid of being wrong and then telling everyone else something wrong. I know this is something I can and should get past I just need help! I would love to have the confidence to lead a group of women in Bible study or speak at an event! Thank you for this opportunity!
sobyn at hotmail dot com
I am very excited to see another opportunity has been presented to give one blessed lady the chance to attend She Speaks. I was a little let down when I realized I missed the last opportunity to participate for a chance to win a scholarship to the conference. I am grateful for this opportunity.
I know I have been called to be a mouthpiece for the kingdom of God. Speaking before an audience, big or small, is not an easy thing to do for most people. As for me, I belong to that group of “most people” I just mentioned. I truly believe She Speaks will arm me with the skills necessary to perfect my speaking ability so that I may go forth with my calling with confidence.
I keep telling myself I am going to attend She Speaks, maybe this year it will become a reality for me.
Thank you.
Misty A Brown
April 21st, 2010 at 9:29 pmmistybrown01@yahoo.com
I’m so excited there is another opportunity for a scholarship! I’ve been wanting to attend a She Speaks conference for the last two years. Winning the She Speaks scholarship would be an amazing blessing to me and would allow me to finally get the direction I need to get to the next level in my speaking goals, as well as be a clear indicator to me that this is where God wants me at this point in my life. Thank you so much for the opportunity.
April 21st, 2010 at 9:55 pmI have only just learned of the She Speaks Conference and could not think of anything more perfectly suited for me. I accepted Christ in October and what he has done for me, and through me are quite simply too many to mention.
I would love to be a part of this conference but there is one little snag… In accepting Christ, I have owned up to all of my past transgressions and one of those has led to my being sentenced to jail. I will be turning myself in on June 10th in California (I live in Michigan) and I am to serve a 6 month term in the Santa Barbara County Jail. BUT… I was told that I am eligible to apply for electronic monitoring that can be served in Michigan and then I can be granted permission to come to your conference.
I am a 41yr old suburban mom, housewife, and making amazing strides with Christ by my side. I am also getting baptized at my church on May 12th and could not be happier at the changes.
I have several degrees and as a ten year breast cancer survivor… have been a motivational speaker for breast cancer and know I can answer His calling for me to speak to a group of women to show what is possible when Christ is in the picture.
For more of my story….please visit my blog with just one entry (with more to come).
http://www.watercolorministries.blogspot.com
I would be very honored to win and participate in this conference and if not chosen to win this year…. I will definitely be there next year. Look for me. =)
Gidge
April 21st, 2010 at 9:56 pmAs I type this comment, I’m full of pain and sadness. It appears the Lord is testing me or training me in the areas of loss and long suffering. Testing or training…. Right now I don’t know that one is any better than the other.
I know what the words of Galatians 6:9 read, and I also know, without a doubt, that I’m so close to fainting.
I’m the last person who would ever voluntarily want to speak, but I felt the call to speak to women many years ago. My story, my path toward speaking has been much like yours, Renee. I wrote my first Bible study and led a small group of women through it back in 2008/2009. Looking back, I’ve never been happier than I was during the time I did this.
Just days ago I sat with a friend who was preparing to bury her father. She was a member of that small group in 08. She told me I have no idea how much she talks about and references our nine months together. Listening to her speak of how God used me (a flawed leader and wannabe speaker) and the lessons I penned out of the depths of my own life to impact her life even during this time of loss and pain somehow refueled my desire to speak, teach, and lead women. Somehow…in the midst of my own pain the ministry of my heart took on a face. It became real.
I’ve entered a previous scholarship contest for this conference. When I didn’t make the winners circle I chalked it up as another loss and God moving me away from my quest for validation. I’ve wanted to attend the conference for at least the past 6 or 7 years. At the end of the day, I believe I’m just thirsty to be around other women who share my passion for pouring into the lives of our sisters. I saw the announcement for the scholarship for writers, and although writing is a large part of my calling, today out of the abundance of my heart my mouth wants to speak.
I realize the winner will be randomly chosen, but I know God already knows the outcome. Maybe it truly isn’t for me to attend this year, but I won’t stop until the conference doors open and I do or do not walk through. Then and only then will I know God’s perfect will. In the meantime, I’ll continue striving to speak.
April 21st, 2010 at 10:40 pmI am entering this for my daughter, April. If you were to ever read something she wrote you would be amazed. But, I think for her to learn to speak her heart to benefit others would be life changing for everyone involved. From the day she was born, I knew that God had something special for her life. He has not revoked that.
April 22nd, 2010 at 1:19 amFor 9 1/2 years I have walked the road of breast cancer treatment. I have had the disease five times during this time, but my story is not about cancer. It is about God’s amazing grace, love, provision, strength, comfort, peace,and joy in the midst of the battle. I love sharing all He is and all He has done for my family during this journey. I believe God wants me to speak and write about my story to encourage others with the hope He offers in every situation. I passionately desire to attend She Speaks with my 15-year-old daughter, but we cannot afford it. If it is God’s desire for us to attend, He will make a way. He always does. I thank God for Proverbs 31 Ministries and the opportunity to apply for this scholarship!
SJ Johnson
April 22nd, 2010 at 3:34 amsheri511@cox.net
I’ve felt called to attend shespeaks for a few years, both in the writing and speaking capacity. As a unpaid servant for our youth group, I lead the Sunday night services in which I’m responsible for sharing the gospel wtih our future! Speaking, teaching, writing… all gifts, and I would love the opportunity to be able to better craft these gifts so that I can do the best job possible for the Lord… because I do want to hear Him say.. “Well done.”
Thank you for the opportunity.
April 22nd, 2010 at 7:03 amdesperatelyseekingheather@gmail.com
Got up early today, woken up by the sounds of my friend’s young boys squeals of excitement of a new day at…6:30am. I should take cue’s from them! I have never been to the P31 website until today, directed here by the “Cantcookalick” blog.
In 2004 I was living in New York and working as a Sign Language Interpreter at a University. Kingdom Bound was coming to town (a Christian Music Festival) and I had the privilege of interpreting various events, concerts and speakers.
One afternoon I was scheduled to interpret for someone at the main concert stage. It was mid-afternoon and as I stood on my interpreter platform, I looked over at the stage and had an incredible urge to be ON it. I didn’t even know what I would say! I just stood staring with this desire stirring in my to BE a speaker on that stage.
Later that day I prayed about that desire and told the Lord that if this was His desire for me one day, then to lead me through the steps to get there. Perhaps this conference is one of the steps. Much has happened and IS happening since that time…my journey continues, as does my healing. All of which I have felt called to speak and write about. I’ve just never know HOW He would take me to that place. We’ll see what He does next! Oh, and no…I was laid off from my job in March so if I don’t win, I will continue to pray for a way to get to the conference!
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April 22nd, 2010 at 7:28 amAnette
I heard the Holy Spirit speak to my heart to attend She Speaks while attending a Ladies Retreat where Lysa spoke. I am trying to follow His leading, but because I left my job to finish school to enter ministry as I knew God was calling me to, there are no funds available in our budget. I have started to try and raise the money for a scholarship and the Lord has provided the money for my plane ticket (which i booked). I know that I know that I know God will provide a way for me to be there, I wonder if this scholarship give-a-way is it. We’ll have to wait and see. My prayer is that, and I know it will happen, who ever God has in mind to win this will! Praise God for providing for us all in His way in His time!!
April 22nd, 2010 at 8:10 amWinning the She Speaks Conference Scholarship means the Lord is bringing me one step closer to the desire of my heart – to Speak to all about what He has done for me and what He can do for all who call upon His name.
April 22nd, 2010 at 8:56 amI know the conference would equip me with the skills I would need to go forth in His great creation.
Thank you for this opportunity.
Colleen M. Geyer
VaGeyers@aol.com
Suzanne,
Thank you for your encouraging words concerning a “biblical encourager”, the apostle Paul. I have been teaching my middle school Sunday School class in Paul’s epistles and he never ceases to amaze me with how encouraging he is to fellow believers no matter tne circumstances. I too, have prayed for and received, contentment from God. It is a marvelous place to be.
I have longed to attend the She Speaks Conference for the past 2 years but have not been able to due to lack of funding and/or ability to take time off from my job. However, I feel this is the year the Lord has said “yes” and that He will provide for me to attend. I am a pastor’s wife and would like to hone my speaking skills. I also lead the women’s ministry here (and teach Sunday School, lead worship with the Praise Team, teach VBS crafts, etc.) and I am sure any encouragement you can give me would be a help to our ministry here. Thank you for the opportunity for a scholarship.
Michele Zampogna
April 22nd, 2010 at 9:42 amml.zampogna@gmail.com
I would absolutely love the opportunity to attend the She Speaks conference. It would be my step out in faith to let God know I’m ready and willing! Thanks!
April 22nd, 2010 at 10:20 amI am one of those few that actually didn’t shudder when a public speaking assignment came from the mouth of our high school teacher. In fact I was the “weirdo” who looked forward to it.
So speaking has come naturally to me. It is something that I really get into. To me, writing and speaking go hand in hand. Telling the words that I have on paper is pretty much the same. The only difference is that there is an audience. And when there is an audience, I come alive! I enjoy getting responses from people whether it be crying at a sad tale or a laugh from a funny time in a story. It makes me feel fulfilled to know that I have an audience and I have lead them on a journey through my story. Taking ladies to places where God touches a nerve is truly a desire of my heart.
I cannot afford to go to the conference this year. It would take a move of God for me to get there. I have a desire to go be it for the writing or the speaking. If not this year then I will go one year to be determined by God.
It would mean so much to me to be a part of She Speaks. I have wanted to go since I learned about it last year. It would mean that God wants me to have a ministry in speaking or writing – the areas that He has gifted me in. Not to be bragging – I’ve just recently been able to say that God has gifted me! If these are the areas that He can use then I want to give Him the opprotunity to do so.
I, like you, love everything that P31 stands for. I have enjoyed getting to know the ladies of P31 better by visiting blogs and I hope to get to more conferences in the future. I would love an opprotunity to attend She Speaks. I have entered every contest that has come my way. This would be an awesome way to kick up a speaking ministry. Whatever God has in store, I am waiting and willing and ready!
April 22nd, 2010 at 10:26 amLove your blog! I am so excited about this contest. The Lord has confirmed over and over that this is my year to attend the conference and I know it will play a major role in my equipping for being a mouth piece for Him in the future. Can’t wait to meet you there!
April 22nd, 2010 at 11:56 amHi,
April 22nd, 2010 at 12:51 pmOver the past few months the Lord has put on my heart to speak to teen girls my age. (i am 13) When i had heard of She Speaks i had been praying that God would make his way clear and show me the next step. as soon as i said that my mom walked in and said “i sent you a link go read it” it was the link to She speaks. as soon as a read the information i wanted to attend. I have started writing but i dont feel like writing can show the emotion you want, since its just words on paper. there is no way i can attend with out gods intervention i would have to get two tickets one for me one for an adult to attend with me. that would be almost $900. thank you for this opportunity!
Audrey Beers
Suzie,
I sensed your sweet spirit as I read through your site. This has been a year of turning for me – transitioning, answering God’s call. In 1992, the Lord called me to minister to Christian women who were struggling with their faith – women who were not established in the Word. He spoke quietly to me about sharing the hope that I have in Him. I have been waiting on His timing, using this time to develop my skills, grow in my faith and learn more about the heart of a woman – from God’s perspective. I have launched Jubilant Light Ministries – http://www.jubilantlight.com – and have recently begun a daily devotional blog, Morning Glory, which teaches little nuggets of gold from God’s Word. I have so much to learn. I would love to attend She Speaks!. Without the scholarship, I am unable to attend.
Thank you for this opportunity. Now, on to the next blog…
Bless you!
April 22nd, 2010 at 2:22 pmNan Jones
Thank you so much for this additional giveaway!
I have felt so strongly that I need to be at She Speaks this year – the only reason I haven’t registered yet is money!
I am passionate both about speaking and writing – I’ve been teaching Bible studies in my local church for several years now, creating them from my Bible training at Cedarville University and from my own study of the Scriptures. It has been EXCITING to see how God has been transforming lives through women getting into the Word on a deeper level!
After teaching for a while, God opened opportunities for me to speak at several womens’ retreats through our church. About the same time, I began blogging and have been stunned to see how God has grown and used this little “ministry” from my living room.
At this point in my life, God is opening doors for me to continue teaching, writing, and speaking – and I would love to glean from the wisdom and training at the Proverbs 31 conference!
Thank you again for the opportunity!
April 22nd, 2010 at 7:17 pmMy heart is begging, “Please, God! Please, God!!” But I trust Him totally with the outcome. I will continue waiting on Him, delighting in Him, and trusting Him to fulfill the dream that He planted in my heart over 20 years ago. My longing is to influence women toward Jesus through speaking and writing. Thank you for this opportunity! God has great plans for each of us!
April 22nd, 2010 at 9:00 pmHeather Senter
h.senter@mgcswarriors.org
Warner Robins, Ga
Thanks for sharing this opportunity Suzie.
Attending She Speaks has been in my heart since my youngest (now 4) was a baby. As a ministry family on the other side of the country, actually getting there has always been out of reach. Even moreso this year as we have no regular source of income (aside from God’s gracious and unexpected provision).
I’ve been hearing whispers about speaking and want to confirm if it’s His voice. I’ve always been a reluctant speaker (it’s not the delivery that I have trouble with, but the responsibility). I don’t know whether this is to be my year for She Speaks or not, but I do know that if it is, it would take a miracle of this sort to make it possible.
I sometimes feel like Gideon putting out my fleece, “If I get a scholarship, I’ll take it as confirmation that I’m meant to go.” God has done this in the past when I followed His call to writing. Now the question is whether it’s time to be more intentional about speaking the messages He’s given me.
I’m so glad to know we have a sovereign God who paves the way down these paths that often seem like a dream that He intends to turn into reality. Maybe this year…
Thank you for this opportunity (and thanks to Cec who isn’t nearly as curmudgeonly as he claims to be!). Blessings on all who enter and seek His plan for their ministry.
Mary Hampton
April 22nd, 2010 at 9:51 pmSuzie,
I was really touched by your statement “abused, broken girl to a strong, confident, whole woman who knew she was loved by God.” Thank you for sharing as it is such an encouragement.
It is by God’s prompting alone that I am entering this contest. He has been nudging at my heart…I just coming up with excuses! But not anymore…I am trusting that if it is in His plan for me to attend the P31 conference–He will open the doors!
Psalm 52:8
But I am like an olive tree, thriving in the house of God.I will always trust in God’s unfailing love.
Thank you for the opportunity!
April 22nd, 2010 at 11:01 pmI am a teenager and have a passion for sharing God with others, especially those of my generation. I want to make a difference and feel God is calling me to speak and write about all He has taught me and how He has changed my life. Through my mom’s cancer journey, I have gotten to know Him better and have learned to trust Him more. As believers we should have the skills to be the best in presenting our message to others. It would mean so much to me to learn how to better communicate. I don’t believe God wants me to wait until I’m an adult to minister to others. I am praying for His provision for me to attend this conference if it is what He wants for me this year. Thank you for the opportunity to apply:-)
LJ
April 23rd, 2010 at 1:46 amkajohnsonaz@hotmail.com
I think it is the coolest thing that God in His wisdom chooses to speak through His creations. As women we have a special place in God’s heart and a unique opportunity to reach the hearts of others. I’d love to learn to speak the gospel message more powerfully at the SheSpeaks conference this year.
God Bless!!!
April 23rd, 2010 at 2:27 amMary Canfield
luckygal823@gmail.com
Just this week, I spoke to my women’s Rejoice Bible Study on creating faith moments with our children. Though I’ve shared this message three times in the last three years with different groups at my church, I’m never quite “comfortable” speaking to my peers. My hands sweat, my heart races, and my voice cracks! But, God still blesses, and many moms thank me afterwards for some fresh ideas to carry out in their own homes. I would love to attend the She Speaks conference to better equip me to share the messages God gives me. I give Him all the credit for any creativity that I possess, and therefore would love to share His ideas with others through possible speaking opportunities.
April 23rd, 2010 at 8:54 amJulie Lavender
lavenders@bulloch.net
With great excitement, I read about the She Speaks conference scholarship opportunity. I hadn’t quite made up my mind to blog my entry – quite possibly because I tremble at the thought of speaking to adults – , but was praying about the chance to do so. When the time came for my children and I to begin our homeschooling day, I opened our kids’ Bible to the lesson for today, and realized I would be reading to them from Proverbs 31. I chuckled to myself, then made plans to enter the scholarship give-away. Thanks for your ministry.
April 23rd, 2010 at 8:54 amJulie Lavender
lavenders@bulloch.net
A little over a year ago, I attended a writing intensive led by Cec Murphey. In a short amount of time, I realized I was being instructed by a very gifted writer (and speaker), one who cared passionately for those desiring to impart God’s words to others. I pray that the one chosen to receive this generous scholarship will glorify God, bless other women incredibly, and put a smile on Cec Murphey’s face! I would be delighted to attend the She Speaks conference to learn how to do just that!
April 23rd, 2010 at 8:55 amJulie Lavender
lavenders@bulloch.net
My passion is Speaking. Imparting wisdom, knowledge and power to those in the audience as the Holy Spirit directs my path. Speaking to women; encouraging them; letting them know that there is someone out there that gets what they are going through, that cares and is there for them is the call on my life. I am a survivor of this world we live in. I have survived sexual abuse, domestic violence, self-loathing, hatred and the desire to end it all until I found God. Truly found Him. Let him in my life and embraced the love that He so freely gives me. I am at a point in my life where I yearn with all my heart to take all that I have learned and impart it into others. I want to laugh with them; cry with them; and grow with them as they embark on a deeper, closer relationship with Him. Being able to attend She Speaks! will get me one step closer to the dream.
kdchristian44@gmail.com
April 23rd, 2010 at 9:26 amShe Speaks
Wow, it is amazing to see how God is working in and through the hearts of so many women He is calling to speak.
God saved my life from the hands of a very violent and abusive marriage. I was saved and called into His leadership army within the same year. He spoke to my heart saying “all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to His purpose” Romans 8:28. Even though I knew this truth, I still felt as though I was in the “March of The Unqualified and the Unworthy”. Over the years He has reminded me that Moses and countless others formed His leadership army then and the call is no different now. For as He calls thus He equips…God spoke to my heart and said you are unconditionally loved, emotionally healed, and made whole. Remember my daughter there is not an affliction beyond My conviction. Your responsibility is to be 4 real to be healed.
I began serving with a local domestic violence shelter teaching cooking classes and sharing my testimony. I served within this organization for eight years. God expanded my territory and I served on a local governance board that supports domestic violence initiatives. At my former home church I served in the health care ministry where I was asked to speak/share my testimony at several events. God expanded my territory again and I worked and shared my testimony to survivors of violence in Celebrate Recovery.
In 2008 God called me to write devotion about my life experiences on this journey with Him. He spoke to my heart sweetly, that the devotions would become topics/platforms for my speaking ministry. In 2009, God created two open-door opportunities for me to speak. One was at a local college where five women who are walking with Christ shared their personal testimonies of surviving violence and God’s calling on their lives. The other opportunity came from a dear friend who was led a women’s ministry at her church. With God’s leading she purchased my ticket and paid me a nominal fee. I spoke at her women’s conference and the topic was Unconditionally Loved, Emotionally Healed, and Made Whole.
It has been a year since I last spoke. I have continued to write and develop the speaking platforms for which God is directing me. I am follower of your ministry and have prayed for three years to attend your conference. Finances have prevented me. I realize that God will complete His plan in His timing. This opportunity for Proverbs 31 She Speaks conference is God’s open-door opportunity to expand my territory once again. To allow me to be in the company of women that are called to speak, write, and teach His word and increase His Kingdom for His glory.
Joan Taylor
April 23rd, 2010 at 12:23 pmJtaylor349@aol.com
Rich in faith! Daring to believe. Daring more and more each day. I feel called to speak. Busting with a desire to speak. Yet I know God’s plan will hold out and I don’t have to worry about it. I have a voice, I have a story. I want to speak out, speak up, to stand up and see other stand up with me. Please accept my ‘application’ for the She Speaks conference scholarship.
April 23rd, 2010 at 2:06 pmFirst of all thanks to all of the servant hearts at P31 Ministries. You are honest and encouraging and I hope to have the opportunity to meet you soon.
God has placed a strong desire in me to share His love, hope and faithfulness with others. Though I’ve faced, wrestled, and walked through many trials, I have this uncontainable JOY in my heart!! I’m ready to share if God’s ready to use me!!!
Pamela
April 23rd, 2010 at 4:15 pmpamela.north@seahec.net
As a breast cancer survivor at the age of 35 and a SAHM with 2 small children, I felt God calling me. I have been invited to speak at large events about my experience. Never having an opportunity to attend a conference like She Speaks, I told the Lord that the Holy Spirit will have to speak through me or provide me with the gumption.
April 23rd, 2010 at 8:21 pmThank you for this opportunity.
Shelley Rindfuss
mrindfuss@columbus.rr.com
WOW. I am hoping that She Speaks could help me learn to speak about true riches like that! Although my resources are limited, God’s aren’t. The day after my husband died I was handed an envelope that covered the immediate expenses his next check would no longer provide for. When I was sharing with my kids youth pastor that I could fill a book with what God has done for us he said, ‘you should’ and I knew he really meant it. I am blown away that in my darkest hour, God could use me. What He has done makes me want to shout from the rooftops and that is why I want to come learn more.
April 23rd, 2010 at 10:09 pmSuzanne,
I’m stepping out on faith by leaving a comment, but I want to do what God tells me to do. I have wanted to attend SheSpeaks for several years now, but have talked myself out of the opportunity every single year. This year, God provided a major healing of a brain tumor for my son (7yr journey) and I told the Lord when this whole ordeal started that I would shout from the rooftops at everything He allowed and did. I have done that within our “comfort zone” circle, but after he completely HEALED my son 2 months ago, I have felt the Holy Spirit telling me I should share Jordan’s journey with woman across the country. He did NOT heal Jordan just for me and my family, but also for others. He provided a modern miracle for my son and demonstrated that He is still in the healing business, but most of all that we should trust Him with our lives, our decisions, our thoughts, our husband and our families. Throughout this ordeal, I have learned to TRUST HIM, just as he says in Proverbs 3:5,6 – - Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not to thine own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and will direct your paths.
Thank you,
April 23rd, 2010 at 10:59 pmJai@
wifeof1momof4@gmail.com
I have never attended a She Speaks conference but would love to go! I hold with an open hand any “calling” God may fulfill for me to have more opportunities to speak.
Teaching and challenging women to deeper, more significant living is really enjoyable for me, and I feel His pleasure when He can use me in that role. I also know it is a big and humbling responsibility, so I do not take it lightly.
Rachel
April 23rd, 2010 at 11:42 pm